): I NEED OXYGEN! lol! ahhhh! I CANT BREATHE PROPERLY! i dont know why nowadays i seem to have breathing problem. it's like i'll suddenly feel that im short of breath. it feels very terrible to be unable to breathe properly, especially when im busy with my work and i cant even breathe properly. my mother once told me that when i was juz borne, the doctor said that some of my vessels r slightly narrower than normal ppl becos im a premature baby (haha! maybe this is also one of the reason why im so small-size!), so i may have breathing difficulties sometimes. but a few yrs ago, my mother brought me to the hospital to check up on that so that she can buy some kind of insurance for me (cos if i really have heart problem, then i cant get that insurance). fortunately, the results were positive lah. the doctor said im perfectly fine. but i wonder why sometimes i still have breathing problems. sigh. at times, i've crazy thoughts such as cutting my nose away. it's hard to breathe. so maybe cutting my nose away is a gd idea as there'll be a much bigger hole to allow oxygen to enter my body. HAHA! okok! enough of crap and rest. im gonna go back to study!
Till we meet again..